Pakialamerong Officemate

I don't know why i feel this way-----> angry!
I dont know why, seems like i'm sick of everything.

The people around me, the friends I had before, my officemates, my

colleagues...all the people..damn and it sucks!

This morning, I woke up at 8am, as it was planned before going to

bed, I'm ging to washed my clothes because I think its my

available time. I will be busy the next few days. Before doing

that chore, I opened my facebook account for a while and update

my friends what I'm going to do this morning... I shouted

"badtrip..." and that's really what I feel and yes I was at bad

mood. Last night, I got in trouble with one of my friend who

acted exagerately. I was upset due to a kind of non-sense

revelation, well it's ok, it's my fault and I asked apologies.

Well its not that a big issue for me to get affected seriously.

Everything was fine and my friend forgiven me for that incident.
Let's go back to my reasons why I act like this, My opismates

commented on my shout out "badtrip", sabi nung isa, NAG AAWAY BA

KAYO? I replied, No, tinanghali lang ako ng gising, sayang o.t

which is not true, I woke up at 8am to wash my clothes. So walang

problema na sa akin yun. Tapos may isa pang nag comment na

sobrang talim ng bibig kung makapagsalita....nag init ang ulo ko

sa knya. I deleted my post baka kung anu lang ang masabi ko sa

kanya.

Lunch time, hindi pa rin nwawala ang galit ko... nag shout ako sa

facebook: BAKIT BA PINAPAKIALAMAN NYO AKO?
KUNG GUSTO NYO NA RESPETUHIN KO KAYO, RESPETUHIN NYO KAPWA NYO...
NI MINSAN HINDI KA NAGING PARTE NG BUHAY KO...
Dala dala ko ang galit hanggang sa opisina, wala akong gustong

pansinin sa opisina dahil bka mapgabuntunan ko ng galit at baka

isang salita lng nya masigwan ko at mamura ko...

Ang akin lang naman, please makipagbiruan kayo sa akin pero hindi

sobra sobra, yes I may not be a good fighter pagdating sa ganyang

biruan dahil tahimik ako pagdating sa mga ganyan, I can't defend

myself dahil baka maka offend ako ng tao kapag ngsalita ako. Kaya

please don't take advantage yung pinapakita kong yon. Because you

will not know, baka bigla akong magbago at mapuno, makapanakit

ako physically and emotionaly. I want everybody to get respected

from me, and please do the same. Kung gusto nila akong makausap

ng matino, please do react and communicate with me in a nice way.

 Be professional, that's what i want see.